Impertubable

“You should apply for medicine course with that”

I can still hear the echo of that in my head. The words from my Bio teacher when I came to collect my SPM result. Hmm.. maybe I should have.

“Control freak”

Then again, I’m glad I didn’t. If I applied, and I got in, and succeeded in becoming an MD, I don’t think I can handle it. Here I am today, sitting here, thinking.

“What if I can’t save people I hold dear?”

If I’m an MD, and I can’t save them? I’m very sure I can’t take it very well. It’s pretty much gonna crush me and I’ll be devastated.

“You can’t play god, you can’ t save everyone”

Yes. I know. Still, I don’t think I can accept the fact that, as someone, who is suppose to save people lives, can’t save one of his own…

Well, that’s my opinion. Knowing myself and how I deal with things, that’s my conclusion. And yeah, come to think about it, I’m pretty glad I made the decision which I’ve made. Selamat berpuasa.

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